And this time, really the last. That is to say, when I sat
on my hotel roof on the last day of June, 2017, looking at the familiar sunset
view of the great mosque, sipping my last sunset cocktail, that was also the
Last Time- but that was for my hotel. I have now sat on the roof of my house,
which offers the same sunset view over Djenne, glass of whisky in my hand, for
the very last time. I have had my dinner of Tineni
( Djenne whitebait) in the garden,
cooked by Papa and Maman has served it me for the last time. I have walked around
MY land for the last time- have stood by the grave of Maobi where a Jacaranda
tree now grows- probably the first in Mali.
I have sold my land to a rich local merchant- he will take
possession at the end of the year. If I understand correctly he will put one
wife in the house and the other in the bogolan studio- having made it a little
more habitable I expect- and then migrate between the two as is the Muslim
tradition.
Maman and I burned all the papers of my 12 years of Malian
life this afternoon: there were the lovely but impossible barman Beigna’s several official warnings-
Beigna is long since gone, buried in a collapsing gold mine towards the Guinea
border; there was Ali the ‘chambermaid’s’ dismissal; the contract for the lovely Fatou our
sou-chef; the drawings for the house in which I am now sitting for the last time: “ La Maison de Keita et Sophie”; letters
and cards from happy hotel guests with invitations to visit ( I did visit
some); reports on trachoma campaigns deep into the bush with Keita and Barry- both
buried now... Keita's X-rays and Laboratory results- I had kept them with an idea I might make a piece of art with them somehow but now know I never will- too dark. Hotel accounts- long hand written lists under the headings ‘logement, resto, bar’; reservations
sheets: goodness! we were popular before the troubles struck late 2011: I
always count the beginning of the end from the day in November when my friend
Karen who ran a successful local travel company called me and announced
breathlessly that three tourists had just been kidnapped and one killed in a
restaurant in Timbuktu...
I have walked around touching things- the tired and warped
wood veneer of the bogolan tables where
I have spent so many days, months and years painting with Dembele and the others; the mud on the rooftop
parapets where the mosquito net was placed for Keita and me when we slept on
the roof during the Great Heat of April and May: I have looked down into the
garden where we sat in defiance under the stars on that night of Ramadan when
the Angel of Destiny crosses the sky and counts those that he will take with
him in the coming year...I have looked at the empty stable and thought of my
lovely Maobi and Petit Bandit- also gone now.
A melancholy day when many visitors filed past to greet me- the last ones I did
not recognize at first but they were from the manuscript library. They wanted
to thank me for the work I have done there and wanted to make me promise not to
abandon them now: I must be courageous they said. I think they came to show me their support and appreciation because of the recent behaviour of the village chief: in any case
I was touched.
























